Nicelle Davis
(USA)
She Tells Me, “I have Something I Think You’ll Like.”
If you look at zero you see nothing; but look through it and you will see the world.
—Robert Kaplan
Opening the French-doors of a large wardrobe; she takes
out a severed human bellybutton. The blood-
red cabinet is one of those Goodwill-numbers that costs
next to nothing because it is impossible to
move. You can take it, if you can carry it is the rule
of heavy furniture in our neighborhood—
a testament to how well you are loved. The closet
stand a giant I or 1 in the room, but
it wasn’t presence she wanted to show me; no.
What she offered reached into
void—a shriveled zero. Language of detached
flesh—this wordless poem—
this discarded slice of origins— door to
the infinite. Yes, I liked it.
How the Affair with a Part of an Unknown Woman Began
There is no exquisite beauty… without some strangeness in the proportion.
― Edgar Allan Poe
Severed human flesh held to the light of a front window
glows.
The fine hairs of a woman’s stomach spark as a touchable
flame.
In my hands, bright as parchment, the story I’ve long to read.
At center
a single zero. Flesh dried to immovable permanence, yet
the umbilicus
appears to be twisting into itself. I began to wish she’d
pull me in too.
Sound of Feet from the Severed Bellybutton
What does the one experience in the You? Noting at all. For one does not experience it.
What, then, does one know of the You? Only everything.
For one no longer knows particulars.
—Martin Buber.
I both recoil and delight at judgement—how it brings all things
closer and at the same time further away. This
girl who was not here, yet fully present
in my hands, could go- ssip summon her spirit
back to flesh?
My friend met her years ago when living in ‘No- where’ Arizona. She describes the girl as being a norm—
suburb-looking thing, not the type who normally appears
unannounced at desert communes; she was after my friend’s
roommate, a well-known body piercer.
My friend knows me well—
knows all about my hours spent documenting body
augmentations—
that shock of
entrance
and slip
from conscio-
usness—
I’ve a box of portraits showing people going where?
I shake the photo-box for the sound of some(one)thing
rattling there.
I shake this severed skin and hear
nothing.
Lover Who Cannot Answer
Shake the body
to hear the spirit.
Hard to be-
lieve that kind of listening
is worth nil.
Tell me.
How does one bear the weight of silence?
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BIO
Nicelle Davis is a California poet, collaborator, and performance artist who walks the desert with her son J.J. in search of owl pellets and rattlesnake skins. Her poetry collections include The Walled Wife (Red Hen Press, 2016), In the Circus of You (Rose Metal Press, 2015), Becoming Judas (Red Hen Press, 2013), and Circe (Lowbrow Press, 2011). Her poetry film collaborations with Cheryl Gross have been shown across the world. She has taught poetry at Youth for Positive Change, an organization that promotes success for youth in secondary schools, MHA, Volunteers of America in their Homeless Youth Center, and with Red Hen’s WITS program. She is the creator of The Poetry Circus and collaborator on the Nevermore Poetry Festival. She currently teaches at Paraclete High School.
The Walled Wife, Red Hen Press, 2016
In the Circus of You, Rose Metal Press, 2015
Becoming Judas, Red Hen Press, 2013
Circe, Lowbrow Press, 2011